Tuesday, December 8, 2015

A Loss for Words conclusion (finally)


She ate well, did minor exercises, walked, and generally kept in shape. This kept her healthy so she started to age gracefully. And this helped her from having to visit a Doctor. Medical care had diminished so much that people had to fend for themselves for most healthcare. And yet everyone still was required to pay some type of insurance premium for their healthcare. It really wasn’t nationalized for now. It had been in the past, but the conservative party won the last set of elections so certain things changed and she was smart enough to know this was in name only. Nowadays it was private care, but she knew the premiums all ended up with the same company anyway no matter which party was in office.  She flew under the radar so much that she hadn’t paid in years so all this didn’t matter too much to her. Unfortunately though there came a time every now and then when she did need to seek medical care. Since she could pay cash the doctors she did know never really reported she had been treated. This worked for her. What she didn’t know was that her medical history was still reported and the person who needed to know everything even knew her.

So she went to the doctor and learned the general aches and pains she was experiencing was arthritis.  She was glad it wasn’t rheumatoid arthritis. This made her happy, well at least as happy as she could be. She still enjoyed gardening and her backyard while still not viewable by the rest of the world was a great joy for her to see each day.

The children that did stop were able to see it. And they were always astounded. No one in their world took the time to create and maintain anything like it. Occasionally someone might try to grow a flower because they ran across something in the wild or one grew up in the weeds that filled most empty lots in the neighborhoods. Overall though, most children never saw the best nature can offer. They grew up in depilated neighborhoods and the only color they may see is the ads on bulletin boards and graffiti covering the older buildings and shops.  They had TV, but even TV was bland. It didn’t take much to entertain people so there was no need to create vibrant programming. Films were not much more with horror movies and fight films dominating the box offices. And this was not what it use to be. Many people did not have much money for entertainment. And any concept of the arts was long since forgotten except for a very privileged few. Most people had to be entertained with the nightly fights on TV and the shows that revolved around the families that everyone wished they were like. Even the idea of shows depicting any type of hero was definitely long gone, the powers that be did not want to give anyone any ideas. The goal of taking away creativity and introspective thought was extremely successful.

So only a very few children saw that there was much more than anything that was in their day to day lives. She always tried to have more children come, but as the time went on, there were just fewer and fewer who could either convince their parents not to be afraid of the lady or flat out just hide from their parents they were stopping by. The neighborhood grew rougher and rougher each year.
She kept trying though. This small fight kept her invigorated in its own way. She had no inclination that she might be fighting something bigger. She was just trying to keep children in touch with a much more engaging world in her small corner of it.

It was an excuse, but it was one they finally decided to use. The car pulled up, two men got out and approached the door. She sensed the danger immediately, but these were not gang members or the local police. There was something different about them. Something much more menacing. She knew getting her gun was not going to be the answer. She had heard the door shut so she was watching them come up the walk. They knocked on the door. She toyed with the idea of not answering. Inside she knew this wasn’t going to work. She watched them for a moment. She could tell they were examining the house. And doing so with a very critical eye. They had figured out the house and what it would take to get her out very quickly. And very quietly.

She answered the door, but did not open the locked screen. They asked for her. She acknowledged herself. They mentioned they were from some agency, she really didn’t hear. She knew this was bad and was still trying to figure out an escape. She had never thought she would be up against people like this. The gangs, the police, and the occasional undesirable that might happen by, but no one like these men. She was freezing. The old adage of fight or flight was going through her head, but neither action took hold.

She heard herself talking to them. It was going nowhere and they wanted her to get in their car. She had broken some kind of law. Something about receiving illegal medical care. It didn’t make sense and for the two men it didn’t have to. They were sent to retrieve her. They had done this for a variety of reasons, none of them important to the two men, their role was to go when told. The excuses they gave to the victims were just words to keep them occupied till they got them in the car. After that it was all the same.

They drove her to the airport. She was surprised to see the airport. She hadn’t traveled in so long she wasn’t even sure airports still existed. There were a few planes coming and going. A few were for freight, a couple of passenger jets sat at the terminal, and there was a very nice looking private jet they seemed to head. The three got out of the car right next to the jet. She had some vague memory of long security lines. She wondered why they didn’t exist or why they were able to by pass them. Nothing was making sense. She was accused of breaking some law, but this was definitely not any jail. This jet was nice.

Once she got on the jet it didn’t disappoint. It was very nicely appointed. This jet belonged to someone. Someone very special. She was lead to the back and was offered a very nice seat. Much more comfortable than anything she had ever flown in or even maybe had sat in anywhere in her life. They told her to buckle up for takeoff. Well that was familiar. They walked to the front of a plane. A door she hadn’t noticed closed and she heard a click. She heard a slight hissing and then fell fast asleep.

She woke up with a slight headache driving fast in the backseat of a very nice car. Outside she could make out rolling hills and trees, but it was dark, or were the windows that tinted. She wasn’t sure in the fog engulfing her brain. She wasn’t completely awake, but couldn’t wake up completely no matter how hard she tried. She fell back asleep with the comfort of the seat and movement of the car.
It was light outside. How long had she been a sleep. Possibly most of yesterday, last night and this morning. Since the light coming from the window was strong she figured it was the afternoon of the day after she was abducted. She thought that word abducted and realized that was the case.  There was some food on the table. She got up from the couch like chair she was in and ate some. She was hungry, but still very apprehensive.  She correctly assessed the food would be okay since they could have pretty much done whatever they wanted with her by this point.

After a bit a door opened and a very old man walked in. He walked slowly. Was it deliberately slow or was it because he was old and this was the best he could do? He sat down across the table from her. She thought she saw him try to smile. Was he being reassuring? She couldn’t tell. She smiled. This seemed to please him. This time she could tell he smiled, but she didn’t like it one bit.
He asked her why? Why what she thought? Silence. He waited, she was unsure. Finally his patience won. She spoke. I do not understand. Yes you do he said. Why? She stared. I don’t know. I just want people to learn. He smiled again. You do? I thought so.  How do you thinks so she asks
I just know he said and he thought I always know. That is how I thrive. Well she admitted her guilt in his brain. She was an insurrectionist. She wanted people to learn. If people learned they may want to change the system and he could not have it.

You are guilty he told her. She stared again…..Guilty?!?!?!?!?!!?  of what?
There was not an answer. Men came into the room. She was led out.                                                                   

The house sat idle. Over the years it began to deteriorate like the rest of the neighborhood. It faded into the background. The front yard which was kept simple began to grow the weeds found in the empty lot. The house itself began to crumble around the edges. It remained locked, but non one entered. There was a vague memory of some people that someone lived there they never saw so no one approached the house. The beautiful background also faded and became overgrown with weeds. No one knew though. The insides of the house smelt for some time while the little bit of food that was in the refrigerator began to sour when the power finally was turned off. The power company just turned off the power because the bill was not paid. It happened all the time. There was no reason to go investigate.  Eventually the smell disappeared. The house became musty so had a new smell. Everything inside the house began to fade. It was a well-built house so it didn’t completely crumble so the elements had not yet taken any toll on what was inside
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The women walked by the house everyday taking her children to school. She remembered school so she made sure her children went. Even though it didn’t offer much, wherever they lived she made them go. Many children didn’t anymore. It didn’t seem to matter.

After they had lived in this neighborhood for about a year she began to realize she remembered something about the house she passed. There were memories, very pleasant memories. Was this the house of the real nice lady who had tried to teach her more than what the school did? She passed this morning on the way back from dropping off her children at school. She walked up to the door.

She knocked. No answer. She knocked again. She wanted the lady to answer. She was hoping. She knew she would be much older, but since the house was still there she had to be. She remembered the backyard. Maybe she was back there working. She knew the secret way to go around the fence and unlock the back gate. It still worked, but it did take some effort to actually open the gate. Something blocked the entrance.

She entered the backyard. It was no where near as beautiful as it use to be. She knew something was wrong. She became very sad. It was the first time she had any intense emotion that she could remember. Maybe she had great joy being with the lady when she was young. That was the last time she enjoyed life or experienced any strong feelings. Her sadness now was much more intense. She wept. She wept for a long time. A life devoid of promise, of joy, of hope was not a life. This dismal life was displayed through her tears.

After she gathered herself. She looked around. She was able to enter the house. The books were still there. All of them. Something inside her lit back up. She thumbed through them trying to remember how to read the words the lady taught her. She looked at the pictures in the books. There were beautiful paintings, faraway places, pictures of history, and much more. She tried hard to read. Time got away from her.

She rushed to school for her children. She walked with them past the house. She led them in. She let them look around. The curiosity of children took over. They explored. They asked questions. It was the beginning of a long journey for her and her children. Her name was Maria and she began the long slow process of repairing the house and working the garden. She took the children to school each day and each afternoon they all worked and learned while at the house. She went home at night to fix dinner. Her husband was her husband. He was entertained in the current world. She and the children were living in a completely different world. Maria became happy. Maria grew as a person

It had been so long that the powers that be were slipping. The world went as they thought it went. The new He wasn’t as observant as the past one. Things slipped by. They knew nothing of Maria and her children.


So this was one humble story. More of a painting of one scenario our world could become if we do not make ourselves fight for a better world. It isn’t a nuclear disaster or germ warfare death to our planet. It is just the possibility of us as humans letting our humanity decay if we are not careful. 
I hope it gives you pause to think for a moment. Or better yet gives you a reason to be motivated to find better leaders than the leader of the decay of humanity manifesting itself in one front running political candidate of the moment and also found in a different way in the hatred of ignorance and deceit in another part of the world.  We cannot let our humanity lose or we will be forced to ask ourselves; why were we ever here in the first place.
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And as I finish this story late night TV is making light of one certain candidate and one certain terror group all in the same show. Is it too late??????


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